Coversation With Nyomi

Keep in mind this isn't true. If she did mess with me further I would simply post her email and screen name everywhere I could because I know how much I hate spam.

10:45:35 AM D: hello

10:46:05 AM Nyomi: what up hon

10:46:29 AM D: y u diss me likethat yesterday?

10:46:53 AM Nyomi: what did i do hon

10:47:24 AM D: and y u send me that pic from ifriends

10:48:12 AM Nyomi: those were my tits i wanted you to see what you were going to get

10:48:40 AM D: so u have a web cam?

10:48:57 AM Nyomi: no

10:49:09 AM Nyomi: a digital cam

10:49:40 AM D: so how u got your pic on ifriends

10:50:22 AM Nyomi: that pic was from my cam that i took in my house

10:52:26 AM D: Currently Online - FREE

10:52:46 AM Nyomi: whats that

10:52:59 AM D: look at it

10:53:12 AM Nyomi: ok

10:54:32 AM D: on aol when u copy a picture you copy the path you took it from

10:54:46 AM Nyomi: whateva

10:55:05 AM D: hmmm, u talking about whatever

10:55:15 AM D: how did the pic get there

10:55:19 AM Nyomi: those is my tits

10:55:24 AM D: that’s for people w/ webcams

10:55:27 AM Nyomi: i scanned it

10:56:13 AM D: u scanned it, but that’s a webcam capture

10:56:29 AM Nyomi: no its a digital cam pic

10:56:59 AM D: so take a pic of your face now and send it to me, i’m more interested in that anyway

10:57:11 AM Nyomi: OK

10:57:24 AM D: better yet take a pic of your upper body and send to me now

10:57:56 AM D: still here

10:58:00 AM D: i’m waiting

10:58:22 AM Nyomi: well i send it at 2:00

10:58:50 AM D: ummm, y at 2?

10:59:27 AM D: y not now, y everytime i ask u for something, it has to be at this time

10:59:31 AM Nyomi: Cause thats when i am going to bath

10:59:36 AM D: y not just do it

10:59:58 AM D: what u bathing got to do w/ a pic of your upper body

11:00:10 AM Nyomi: i want it to be clean

11:00:49 AM D: it’s not gonna show up in the pic and y u bathing then

11:01:04 AM Nyomi: cause i want to

11:01:05 AM D: it’s just like the other day when u were supposed to call

11:01:33 AM D: then you send me a damn pic from ifriends and tell me it’s yours

11:01:47 AM Nyomi: it is mine

11:02:03 AM D: i asked how u got it on ifriends if u don’t have a webcam, you said u scanned it

11:02:20 AM D: u can’t scan a picture from a digital camera

11:02:55 AM D: and of all things i asked u b4 if you had pictures u said no

11:03:56 AM Nyomi: whateva you can scan a digi cam pic what r u a computer expert

11:05:32 AM D: ummm, duh

11:05:41 AM Nyomi: lol

11:05:49 AM D: i told u i was a graphic designer

11:05:53 AM D: pc/mac

11:06:10 AM D: qualified for at least help desk technician

11:06:15 AM Nyomi: oh well i know alot about comp too

11:06:40 AM D: ahhhh, but u just told me u can scan a digital pic

11:07:16 AM Nyomi: well if you connect a digi cam to a comp doesn’t the pic come up or not

11:07:31 AM D: if i weren’t i wouldn’t have known where u got the pic

11:07:50 AM D: yes, when u upload it

11:08:26 AM D: do u want me to give u the date and time and what web cam the picture was taken?

11:08:26 AM Nyomi: im done talkin about that shit get over it

11:08:31 AM D: i can do that too

11:09:01 AM D: and i might even be able to tell you who put it up

11:10:24 AM D: see, here’s the thing

11:10:51 AM D: if u didn’t send me the pic i wouldn’t care either way

11:11:06 AM D: u sent it and said it was yours

11:11:24 AM D: i’m not into being lied to

11:11:25 AM Nyomi: IT IS MINE

11:11:41 AM D: then u tell me i have to wait till two to get a pic

11:11:48 AM D: it don’t look right

11:12:02 AM D: i’m not saying it’s not yours

11:12:10 AM Nyomi: IT’S MINE

11:12:25 AM D: i just said send me a pic direct from you now

11:12:29 AM D: that’s it

11:13:21 AM Nyomi: :-P

11:13:38 AM D: and u don’t want to

11:14:03 AM Nyomi: i already sent one take it or leave me alone

11:14:36 AM D: ok fine, i’m leaving u alone

11:14:42 AM D: bye

11:15:29 AM Nyomi: peace out

11:16:53 AM D: i will say one thing

11:17:03 AM Nyomi: whats that

11:18:46 AM D: u were surprised that i was still willing to talk to you after u described yourself, y would u want to mess something like that up? I just don’t know, anyhow be happy and stop spreading yourself thin, for the most part u seem like a good person, take care

11:22:01 AM D: ummm, yes i am a very nice guy, too bad things didn’t work out

11:22:18 AM Nyomi: your too cute

11:23:02 AM D: i know

11:23:17 AM D: and it’s ashamed you’re going to miss out

11:23:29 AM Nyomi: i would still like to be your girl

11:24:56 AM D: not gonna happen, u can’t comply

11:25:03 AM D: i made it real simple for u

11:25:23 AM Nyomi: comply with what

11:25:27 AM D: and i g2 get the bs

11:26:16 AM Nyomi: can i b ur girl im sorry

11:26:19 AM D: and like u said peace out

11:26:35 AM Nyomi: that was a joke

11:26:43 AM D: no it wasn’t

11:27:07 AM Nyomi: yes it was i was going to leave you a sexy email

11:28:07 AM D: see it wouldn’t make a diff. i still don’t have my answers

11:28:29 AM Nyomi: what r the ?’s

11:29:04 AM D: you would have answered it w/ a pic

11:29:18 AM D: but nm, i don’t care to see it anymore

11:30:05 AM Nyomi: you saw my pic

11:30:25 AM D: ummm, no i didn’t

11:32:11 AM D: so bye, have a happy one

11:32:29 AM Nyomi: i’ll miss you

11:32:40 AM D: no u won’t

11:32:55 AM Nyomi: i will

11:34:30 AM Nyomi: i still want to taste your big cock

11:36:05 AM D: u not even gonna get close enough for me to smell u

11:36:50 AM Nyomi: when i come there i will

11:36:59 AM D: yeah right

11:37:29 AM D: like i said i still don’t have my answers, until u show me different u lied

11:37:53 AM D: and u giving me the run around doesn’t tell me different

11:37:55 AM Nyomi: i did not lie

11:38:26 AM D: i don’t even know y i’m still talking to u

11:38:35 AM D: i guess i’m too nice

11:38:57 AM D: bye anyway

11:41:44 AM Nyomi: i miss you already

11:42:22 AM D: i doubt that, but it doesn’t matter

11:42:35 AM D: so like i said have a happy life

11:45:09 AM D: should i block u? If this is going to become harassment I thing I should block u

11:48:12 AM Nyomi: no you should not

11:50:45 AM D: so this means you will stop IMing me voluntarily?

11:51:21 AM Nyomi: nope

11:51:34 AM D: then i’m blocking u

11:51:39 AM D: i feel lied to

11:51:59 AM D: and i asked you to prove me wrong

11:53:03 AM Nyomi: i want to b ur girl

11:53:11 AM D: u can’t

11:53:32 AM D: bc i can’t trust u

11:53:37 AM Nyomi: y not

11:53:49 AM Nyomi: im sorry you feel like i lied to you but i didnt

11:54:09 AM D: i offered u the opportunity to prove that

11:55:34 AM D: and u didn’t take it

11:56:58 AM D: and if u had a digital camera, y didn’t i get a pic sooner

11:57:07 AM Nyomi: im sorry

11:57:25 AM D: i can sit here all day w/ the y y ys

11:57:26 AM Nyomi: i couldnt find the connector cord

11:58:00 AM D: then u have the op now and u ain’t taking it

11:58:21 AM D: so i guess u shit out of luck

11:59:15 AM Nyomi: lets start over baby

12:00:41 PM Nyomi: hi im nyomi

12:00:45 PM D: nah, that’s cool

12:00:56 PM D: i’m not in the mood for games

12:04:30 PM D: now what was that?

12:04:56 PM D: ???

12:05:10 PM Nyomi: i want you to fuck me right now baby

12:05:20 PM D: my wireless network went offline

12:05:27 PM D: yeah right

12:05:42 PM D: it’s not gonna happen

12:06:15 PM D: all u had to do was take off your t-shirt and send me a pic with your face in it

12:06:21 PM Nyomi: yes it is cause we both want it

12:06:24 PM D: and u made that mad hard

12:06:42 PM D: ummm, i have never said i wanted to fuck u

12:07:07 PM Nyomi: yea you did

12:07:48 PM D: no i didn’t, i have a log of all of our conversations

12:09:41 PM D: like i said, i made it simple

12:09:53 PM D: and u pissed it away

12:10:08 PM Nyomi: bye yo

12:10:33 PM D: lol

12:10:45 PM D: i take it this is the last time u IMing me

12:11:54 PM D: bye

12:26:35 PM D: i meant what i said tho

12:26:50 PM D: i want u to take care of yourself and be alright

12:29:30 PM Nyomi: ok take care your kids

12:30:30 PM D: i have one kid damn it

12:31:07 PM Nyomi: sorry but you remember when i first talk to you, you said you aint had no kids but i aint mad about that

12:31:26 PM D: i never said no shit like that

12:31:36 PM D: i would never deny my son

12:31:48 PM D: u got the wrong damn person

12:32:23 PM D: i have pictures of him on my blog, i think i even mention him in my profile

12:32:35 PM D: so wtf are u talking about

12:33:03 PM D: like i told u, i would rather hurt u than lie to u

12:33:04 PM Nyomi: i know what you said

12:33:21 PM D: like i said, i got messages

12:33:32 PM D: adium saves them automatically

12:33:43 PM Nyomi: me too

12:37:05 PM D: i just sent u our 1st convo

12:37:14 PM Nyomi: ok

12:37:22 PM D: we’ve only had six

12:37:46 PM D: and i can pattern match the convos for key words

12:38:48 PM D: it was on july 30th, the day b4 my bday

12:39:31 PM D: including this one

1:16:41 PM Nyomi: what up homie? you miss me ? cause i sure do miss you

1:16:59 PM D: no

1:17:10 PM D: what makes u think i was playing?

1:17:34 PM Nyomi: you was

1:18:00 PM Nyomi: i want you

1:19:17 PM D: bullshit

1:19:47 PM Nyomi: no bs

1:20:30 PM Nyomi: i do want you.
you stimulate my mind

1:21:08 PM D: this is not a game sweety, u coulda had a good friend

1:21:46 PM Nyomi: and i do want you as my friend ok im sorry you dont believe me

1:22:51 PM Nyomi: baby i miss you as my buddy so please forgive me now baby

1:24:13 PM D: forgive u for what

1:24:31 PM D: wtf is so hard about taking a pic and sending it

1:24:33 PM Nyomi: forgive me cause you think i lied to you

1:24:48 PM D: this convo would have been dead 2 hours ago

1:26:24 PM D: .::dramatizations::.

1:26:48 PM Nyomi: whats that

1:27:50 PM Nyomi: i miss you as my friend and all that othe rgood stuff we were

1:28:58 PM D: i can’t be friends w/ people i can’t trust

1:29:14 PM Nyomi: you can trust me

1:29:25 PM D: no i can’t

1:29:33 PM Nyomi: yes you can

1:29:39 PM D: u been feeding me a line since the other day

1:29:55 PM Nyomi: what line was that

1:30:19 PM Nyomi: i miss you

1:32:05 PM Nyomi: you cant be mad 4ever

1:32:54 PM D: u don’t know me

1:33:05 PM Nyomi: yes i do

1:33:12 PM D: but thru all this u still ain’t snap the pic and send it

1:33:23 PM D: just shows u full of shit

1:33:45 PM D: like i said u coulda killed all this long ago

1:35:08 PM Nyomi: how long are you going to be mad at me

1:36:12 PM D: i’m not gonna stay mad, i’m about to block u

1:36:35 PM Nyomi: whateva nigga fuck you stupid ass nigga

1:36:59 PM D: see

1:37:09 PM Nyomi: sorry i miss you

1:37:55 PM D: nah, u said your piece, this one nigga u will never have the chance to fuck

1:41:29 PM D: but i’m glad i got to see u for what u r sooner than later

Nyomi disconnected (1:45:20 PM)

4:43:21 PM Nyomi: so you waited for me huh?

4:43:21 PM D (Autoreply): ♫ violet blue - open source sex 12

4:43:36 PM D: yeah fucking right

4:44:09 PM Nyomi: you miss me

4:44:22 PM D: nope

4:44:56 PM Nyomi: well i miss you thats why i signed on hoping we could talk

4:45:25 PM D: talk for what

4:45:46 PM D: it’s after 2 i still ain’t got the damn picture u said u would send

4:46:03 PM Nyomi: i forgot about that

4:46:29 PM D: remember, “fuck you nigga, stupid ass nigga”?

4:46:44 PM D: what ever, like i said, more bull shit

4:47:02 PM Nyomi: i’m sorry i was’nt myself

4:47:51 PM D: whatever

4:48:06 PM D: u can continue not being yourself by yourself

4:48:09 PM Nyomi: come on lets talk like adults

4:48:59 PM D: i do not want to talk to u anymore

4:49:06 PM D: u have issues

4:49:21 PM Nyomi: no i dont i was only fuckin wit u earlier

4:49:44 PM D: u keep saying that

4:49:49 PM D: leave me be

4:50:11 PM Nyomi: no please

4:50:39 PM D: bye

4:52:18 PM Nyomi: baby baby baby i got so much love in me

4:52:45 PM D: and u plan to share it w/ the world

4:53:06 PM D: u won’t miss me, i can stake my life on that

4:53:47 PM Nyomi: i wont live much longer without you…… im coming to see you right now

4:54:59 PM D: whatever

4:55:07 PM D: how would u do that

4:55:23 PM Nyomi: i would drive

4:55:53 PM D: u don’t have an address and u ain’t got a number

4:56:40 PM Nyomi: when i get to 56 i would ask around 4 u

4:58:18 PM D: yeah right

4:58:33 PM D: no 1 knows me, wtf i look like

4:58:41 PM D: anyhow bye

4:59:34 PM Nyomi: i miss you already

4:59:46 PM D: y won’t u leave me alone

4:59:57 PM D: i haven’t blocked u bc it’s a hastle

5:00:07 PM Nyomi: make me cum then i’ll leave

5:01:12 PM D: see, u will never have the chance to see what that’s like

5:01:30 PM Nyomi: make me virtually cum

5:01:34 PM D: Mr. Friday Night can help u with that

5:01:50 PM D: Or Mr. Next Friday Night

5:02:09 PM Nyomi: he helped me out last night but i want you

5:03:41 PM D: ha

5:03:51 PM D: ok, i’m blocking u, now

Nyomi disconnected (5:04:01 PM)

Nyomi connected (5:04:11 PM)

5:06:02 PM Nyomi: you you be online all day you aint got no life or what

5:06:03 PM D (Autoreply): ♫ Quiet

Nyomi disconnected (5:07:01 PM)

Nyomi connected (5:07:05 PM)

5:08:22 PM D: if u don’t leave me alone right now, i will not block u

5:08:32 PM D: i will do something much worse

5:08:43 PM Nyomi: like what

5:09:01 PM D: u will find out

5:09:36 PM D: don’t be surprised if some1 knocks on the door in the morning

5:10:39 PM D: and then in the afternoon

5:10:49 PM Nyomi: u know where i live

5:10:54 PM D: and tomorrow night

5:10:57 PM D: yes

5:11:10 PM D: information flows freely on the web

5:11:20 PM D: so go ahead and fuck with me

5:12:14 PM D: i will post your address, phone number, email and screen name on my blog and yahoo and aol, every where i can

5:12:43 PM Nyomi: but i address is not online

5:13:21 PM D: ummm, the person who registered the aol account address is

5:13:55 PM Nyomi: i bet i will sick the cops on your ass

5:14:17 PM D: ummm, you stalking me, i got the messages here remember

5:14:34 PM D: and all u know is my 1st name

5:14:54 PM D: like i told u before everything has info attached to it

5:15:04 PM D: like i said fuck w/ me

5:15:32 PM D: and i didn’t do anything

5:16:06 PM Nyomi: you dont even know my first name

5:16:14 PM D: and if i post the info i still didn’t do anything

5:16:37 PM D: i don’t need it

5:16:42 PM D: i know where u are

5:16:58 PM D: u aren’t the only one there, everyone will be affected

5:17:25 PM D: effected, sorry

5:17:31 PM D: all because of u

5:18:05 PM D: see, the difference is i know how to hide my info

5:18:18 PM Nyomi: shutup stupid

5:18:30 PM D: ok, going once…

5:18:43 PM D: going twice…

5:18:52 PM D: nm, 4get the count

5:18:59 PM D: i’m just gonna fo it

5:19:23 PM D: u won’t even know where to look for your info

5:19:32 PM D: and u can’t remove it

5:19:38 PM Nyomi: how the fuck you know

5:19:54 PM D: bc u not smart enough

5:20:18 PM D: so consider this your final warning

5:20:32 PM Nyomi: im calling the cops

5:21:03 PM D: good, i’m sure they will be very interested in all of our convos if they could ever track me down

5:21:37 PM Nyomi: bye physco

5:21:44 PM D: and did u forget, u pursued me, not i u

5:21:53 PM D: so who’s the psycho

5:22:15 PM Nyomi: bye stop talkin to me

5:22:30 PM D: i offered u friendship and u pretty much spit in my face

5:22:48 PM D: i want an apology for everything

5:22:55 PM D: and i want it sincere

5:23:01 PM Nyomi: how does that make you feel

5:23:14 PM D: what?

5:23:25 PM D: the whole spit in my face thing?

5:23:35 PM Nyomi: yea

5:23:38 PM D: not as bad as you are going to

5:23:49 PM D: so where’s my apology?

5:24:00 PM Nyomi: is that a threat

5:24:07 PM D: no

5:24:43 PM D: i don’t make threats and i wouldn’t threaten a female

5:25:11 PM Nyomi: so what do you call what you are doing

5:25:26 PM D: i just want an apology and for u never to contact me again

5:25:59 PM Nyomi: if i apologize you can garantee i will contact you again cause we are friends

5:26:12 PM D: nope

5:26:28 PM D: i’m serious

5:26:44 PM D: btw, stalking is a federal crime

5:26:56 PM D: and that’s what u are doing to me

5:27:49 PM Nyomi: am i sitting outside your crib n

Nyomi disconnected (5:30:09 PM)

Open Source Sex 13

Violet Blue
Dorkbot SF Teledildonics Presentation
Open Source Sex 13

This is basically a lecture on advanced virtual sex.

The Nobodies

 I feel sad for myself and the world. Actually, I really feel like shit.

♫ Marilyn Manson
The Nobodies
Holy Wood (In the Shadow of the Valley of Death)

Yesterday I was dirty
wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt

We are the nobodies
we wanna be somebodies
when we're dead,
they'll know just who we are

M!ck3y just told me to go to hell then kissed me goodbye.

The Nyomi Bitch

adium_nyomi, originally uploaded by Dramatic. Now tell me I don't come across some stupid bitches.

To all the females with poor self esteem, you aren't alone. Take care of yourself.

Why Is Everyone Fucking with Me?

♫ Slipknot
The Nameless & The Virus of Life
Vol. 3: (The Subliminal Verses)

I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you,
The only thing I ever really loved was hurting you.

I can see you but you can't see me
I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting 'til you really let your guard down
You're relaxed, you're sublime, you're amazing
You don't even know the danger that you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me, I'll enjoy trying to find you

I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
I'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me
Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh, God I'm feeling it
it's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take it's course

M!ck3y seems to want to make it her priority to piss me off. She won't let up. She is driving me fucking nuts, so much so, it's to the point I don't even want to see her today.

Then this female I met online named Nyomi is trying to convince me a pair of tits, that she got off of iFriends Network, are hers. They are pretty average, especially since I'm used to D and larger. I wasn't interested in her breasts anyway, a pic of her face would have been better. I offered her a chance to send me a picture from today so i can see. I mean send it directly from your computer, not copied from a URL. Besides there is too much info appended to pictures. The thing that really struck me wasn't that she might have been on iFriends, but that she didn't have a web cam… feel me. Then she says she has a digital camera, but will send me a pic at 2 p.m., I was talking to her at like 10:30 a.m.

I'll post a little more later.

Danger Keep Away

♫ Slipknot
Danger Keep Away (Full Length Version)
Vol. 3: (The Subliminal Verses) [Special Edition Bonus Disc]

Why Keema gonna go start some shit. She know I don't deal with her bad ass little brother. Why she gonna try to send him up here, especially since she and I aren't talking. Her mother calls here upset and left a message, like I give a fuck. I can do without the bullshit tho.

What Does This Mean?

mariposa1190's Xanga Site - 8/26/2005 8:02:07 AM

I don't know what's up. I feel like secrets are being kept from me. Being that M!ck3y and Tazhy are keeping the secret, it probably involves me.

…i'm starting to get wind of a very important and drastic change in her life…

Tazhy goes on to say, that she missed M!ck3y… what is it? Didn't she miss me?

WTF Is Wrong With Everyone? 2

Why is everyone acting up? My mother calls me today and tells me I didn't feed the kids, my nephews, because I did not want to wash some dishes. You haven't the slightest idea how much that irked my nerves. Then to put up with M!ck3y's crap all day…

I'm just barely teetering of pissed off and f'n angry. I mean today, I was trying to be as productive as I've ever been. I have been setting up reminders for phone calls and gathering information so I can get a good start this week on trying to find a job. I may even go out tomorrow. I don't have any copies of my resume printed, but I will make due with what I have.

As you can see I am not quite as angry. I write how I think and writing helps me release.

This thought isn't about anyone plucking my nerves but why is it that every female I come in contact with swears she can screw me if she wants. I personally am not trying to slide up in everyone like that. In fact, if I had that one, I would only be sleeping with that one. Not to say I am sleeping with many, but I have a choice and could have more.

M!ck3y doesn't feel that we will be seeing each other much this fall and asked me to set aside a weekend, at least, a month. This would be "our weekend." I do not have a problem with that. She feels if she is doing all the things she wants to do, that she wouldn't have time to see me otherwise. Additionally, she has faith that I will be working by the time school starts, which is in like two (2) weeks. I don't think seeing her will be a problem because I am helping her with most of her plans and she with some of mine. We are interweaving ourselves into each other's lives. We also never make plans together and not keep them. Not that we will never break or postpone our plans, but it isn't very likely.

WTF Is Wrong With Everyone?

Tazhy just walked by me without so much as a word. Then after praising me for the last few days, M!ck3y decides she wants to be stupid, on the day I don't get to see her.

This post was made via the browser on my PSP.

My Mood

Today I am starting off the day a little upset, it's the whole procrastination thing. It ends here, at least for the time being.

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Now you too can have a GMail account.

WTF IS Going On?

♫ Mobb Deep
Drink Away The Pain (Situations) f. Q-tip
The Infamous

Seems my mother is running around on this weird rampage, cutting everything off. She cut off the cable, the DSL. It's not like her and it wouldn't make a difference but she isn't telling the boys anything.

On to me and my issues. Still women can't seem to make up their minds. Until I started talking to "This One," I have never been so confused. Then "That One" has been broadcasting signals and doing stuff like kissing my neck and acting as tho it never happened.

OK, I started this post on the 10^th of August. I am still bumpin' "Drink Away The Pain and females still can't seem to make up their minds. I'm still Confused.

By now you know I went to Florida and came back. Cynthia has tried to contact me a couple of times. Seems like the only thing she knows how to say is "I'm sorry." Frankly, I don't want to hear it anymore.

Now this girl, Keema's friend who said explicitly that she hated me, is now claiming me as a friend. WTF is the world coming to?

Can't Focus

I am having trouble focusing, I guess this is what happens when you have too much on your mind. I need to prioritize. I'm starting to procrastinate again. I at least need to be more structured in my procrastination.

I ran into this article about Google Talk with an interesting statement in this article GoogleTalk: It's Here. It's Live. It Works On Your Mac.:

Why does Google want to launch a new messaging service to compete with AOL, Yahoo, Microsoft, and others?

Because they can.

Arguably, Google gets more daily hits and visitors than anybody. That traffic in human flesh needs to remain Google’s. It’s also part of the desktop wars. Microsoft sort of owns the desktop but is in a weakened marketing position. Many people hate Microsoft.

I have been a fan, of sorts, of Google and it's services. My only real gripe with them is the lack of support for Mac. If it isn't browser–based, you can pretty much forget about it. I use Hello and Picasa on the PC. Hello I love, Picasa really isn't necessary. I like iPhoto better on the Macintosh and Picasa isn't needed at all on Mac. I only used Hello for posting pictures here, on Blogger. I wish there was a Hello plug-in for iPhoto like the bitchin' FlickrExport, I have come to love sooo much.

I am also one of those people that hate Microsoft. Hmmm! I am thinking about getting Microsoft certified tho. Hahaaa!

M!ck3y

I love M!ck3y more than words can express!

I'm Baaack!

OK, OK, OK! Hold your applause. Short post coming…

Went to Florida, came back more tired than I left. I got sunburned on my balled head and face. Otherwise an uneventful trip. The journey was more exciting.

Anyhow I'm back. Wondering now what the fuck was the point. I should have tried to contact Destiny while I was out there. Seems like the people who I missed switched their focus from loving me to pissing me the fuck off. I haven't spoken to Tazhy yet tho…

Orlando, Fl

We just got to Orlando. Nothing special so far. We — Darrell, Daivon, Taniesa and I — are in the airport waiting for the rest of the fam. Making calls letting everyone know we arrived safely.

Ok now they are here, we are at Baggage claim. One of Will's previous flights lost one of his bags.

His other little boy is a terror, I mean I guess all of them are. The combination of Will and Delrina was bound to have severe consequences, but Will, Jr. is something else. I guess he's not used to me yet.

Stephanie, 29 Hours Later

Stephanie, originally uploaded by Dramatic. Me doing me

This photo has been getting a lot of a lot of views since I posted it about 29 hours ago. None of my pictures, have gotten as much attention. The most views until yesterday was about 28. This one has 166 at the time of this post.

Stephanie

Stephanie, originally uploaded by Dramatic.

wakeupmotherfucker

wakeupmotherfucker, originally uploaded by DrJoanne. The morning after a ménage à trois has gone terribly, terribly awry...

This brings back some seriously fucked up memories for me like the destroyed "Dramatic Sex Tapes." LOL

To A Former Friend

I once loved you more than any other.

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
…

The other night was our last stand…

Get Well Soon, M!ck3y

My poor M!ck3y is sick with pneumonia in Panama. Please get well soon. I miss you!  

Camino

I've decided to give it a shot for a while.

Interesting Message on Flickr

This is the message I saw on Flickr about 1:30 a.m. today.

 

Confused

What's up with females these days. Seems like the ones I come across on the web or on the street are either stuck in weird relationships type things, engaged in alternate lifestyles or can't seem to make up their fuckin' minds.

I'm talking to Stephanie, last night, and she lays this whole I can't trust guys shit on me. She said they put her thru too much shit. Am I wrong for thinking I'm not one of those guys? I mean fuck, shit, piss, Goddamnit all. Ok, she and I are not together -- we aren't even fucking -- and it's like she gets jealous about little things. I only have female friends, you knew that when you decided you wanted to holla at me, get over it. She doesn't say it directly but you can see it in her face.

For me, you have my trust until you give me a reason not to trust you, it's that simple. Her phone book is full of guys numbers. She's even called me from other guys numbers and it was OK. Why? Because she was thinking of me.

One minute she's all over me and the next she trying to distance herself and when I take a step back because I don't understand she gets upset.

What gives? Am I feeling the wrong way? Am I handling it wrong?

Hennessy

Hennessy, yes or no? This happens to be my favorite alcohol beverage. I like it on the rocks when I just want to chill or with coke when I just want a little buzz. Hmmm! I also like Belvedere. Maybe me and my new friend can do "Jello Shots" this weekend.

Do you like Hennessy or Belvedere? How do you like it? Or do you prefer something else and how do you like that? Do you have any good drink recipes you'd like to share?

Hmmm!

I'm bored again. Still finding things I hate about other web designs. I hate quirks mode. I hate billion celled tabled layouts. I hate it when designers pass off templates as their own and accept full credit for the design.

Does anyone happen to know of any good free "text editors" for PC?

Yahoo! 360

I now have a Yahoo! 360 page here.

It started as a test. I wanted to see what was up. 360 is like an extended Yahoo! profile page. It has a blog feature, it allows you to keep lists, to share photos and you can designate who sees what. My favorite feature is the feeds feature. I don't have to start a new blog, the RSS feeds link to my recent posts on blogger.

Check it out, could be a new way to get people to your blog.

Webpages

Hmmm! I've been looking over the IGT Marketing website and I'm realizing when James, Roman and I looked it over I missed some things that I normally would have noticed away.

I hate when designers use absolute URLs. I don't think everything has to point to http://www…. Doesn't it also use more bandwidth.

If a web designer is reading my blog please leave a comment. I am naive about most of these things and I would like to know.

Apache Server Configure…

At least for my purposes anyway. I just needed a testing environment for the websites I design.

I am still bored. Ozzy came by and we, my sister and I, set her up on the websites. And she looked all happy. If she had a computer she'd probably be on it all the time. That wouldn't be a bad thing tho.

Anyway, I'm firing up Dreamweaver so that I can add the footer to the IGT Marketing website. I just want a simple link for them to click to view the progress. I will probably password protect it so as to not give anything away before they are ready to show it off. It will not be anything spectacular. They wanted all the bells and whistles, but that isn't going to happen. I don't have the time or the knowledge. The site will evolve as I do.

Boredom

I am sitting here with my little boy and my two (2) nephews and I'm f'n (kids in the room) bored out of my mind. I really miss M!ck3y. She went to Panama on Monday morning. If she were here, she'd at least be making me mad. Probably chastising me for taking time away from her and allotting it to Stephanie. I had to tell her not to call me as often as she has been since she left. Not that I don't want to hear from her, but she should be enjoying her time away and having as much fun as possible before she comes back. We both have a lot to take care of.

Right now I'm procrastinating. I once read that procrastination is an evasion tactic. It's just the name given to the act of not doing something you should be doing by doing something else. Right now I'm supposed to be configuring the Apache web server on my Powerbook so that I can begin work on the IGT website and set up a footer on the remote site so that they can check the progress. Simply enough, I am evading by blogging about what I should be doing.

Ozzy should be here in about an hour. I will then be helping her set up a Hi5 account. Ozlyn is Stephanie's best friend, in case you were wondering.

I'm going to run off and do a bit of cleaning and take a shower before she gets here. I will probably finish configuring Apache before it's dark unless I can find something else I'd rather be doing.