Thursday, 7 May 1998

This was interesting. I am reading as I type and it seems that I was a little jealous and stressing over what 'Kish might do with her other "Baby Daddy"

Today, I feel a bit funny. Lakish is going to take Taniesa to visit her possibly dying grandmother. I might feel less awkward if she were going to be back tomorrow, but she's going to spend the night, probably the weekend. She says she doesn't want to go. My reasoning is that she is weak. She has been unfaithful in the past, suppose she were to renew he infidelity? Where does it leave me?

I'm not going to sweat it. I'm going to spend the weekend at my mothers. In any case I will cover my back and prepare for the worst and anticipate the best.[sic]